Going to be short and sweet because I have to get some ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZssssssssssssssss in before I have to be at work this afternoon. Finally home at last with the girls at school. They were on a roll this morning because I think I actually threaten to pull over the car and let them walk the rest of way to school because they were fighting. Got to love mornings where it would be better if they just stayed asleep and woke up on their own so they would not be so cranky.
On a more postive but not so postive note: My husband had a nuclear stress test done about two weeks ago and it showed something negative so he has an appt with the heart doctor again. In 2006 he had a stent put in and had been doing pretty good with it. So after today we will know more but I have a funny suspicion that he will be having another heart cath which could lead into more stuff. I don't mean to knock my husband down or anything like that but when you don't take care of yourself all of the time things happen. He would argue with me on this one but you can't spend the weekends at the bars partying and drinking and eating foods that are not heart friendly and expect everything to be okay. You can't live a healthy life style one minute and live a unhealhty life style the other minute and not expect their to be a consequence. I am praying that nothing is wrong but I am preparing myself for the outcome if the doctor says otherwise and hope that maybe my husband will listen. It is frustrating when he doesn't listen but like this past weekend he stayed out on Thursday till 2 or 3am, went to work the next day, stayed out till 2am the Friday night, and came home around 1am on Saturday. Of course he is working till 10:30 or 11:00pm but still this could not be healthy and I know he is drinking some. It is not a whole lot but he is still drinking and that is not good.
I guess I am frustrated with things right now because I want my husband to wake up and realize that his lifestyle is not healthy for him and that he has three beautiful daughters that need him. Of course I need him but I don't think he cares at times what I think even though he should. I know he is stressed out over money, losing his father last year, and his job situation but you know there are somethings that we can not help and the money situation is one of them since prices have gone up and wages have not. Actually my wages have been cut in half thanks to my wonderful job which thought it would be nice to force me to step down from my full time position. Of course they can take my job and shove it at the moments. LOL
Well I guess I better keep my word and make this short and sweet because I need some sleep. Especially if there is a chance I am going to coop up at the local hospital in town tomorrow and will not be able to sleep.
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